Not Enough

The music flows through my veins
my heart beating faster.
Faster,
as the tempo quickens.
louder.
Louder.
never fading,
excitement buzzing through me
as my foot taps feverishly.
My mind drifting to another place,
a place of beauty, terror, sadness, bliss.
The emotions flowing through the music.
Immediately I stand up
and let the music take over me,
as all the stress disappears.
The music is like a drug
as I go crazy on the inside
and on the outside.
I'm dreaming
but I'm wide awake,
Stuck in between.
Dreading the time that the music will stop
and the world will come rushing back.
Wanting more music
when there is not enough.